Each life has a story; each life affects the other and the other affects the next.
The past few days I’ve recapped the past year and a half as I conversate (I know not a word) with myself in my head. My story has been out there for all to read for almost a year now. I shared my pain and how I dealt with it to not only help myself, but others too.
We have to get to a point where we don’t let our emotions run our life and make decisions for us. How many of you have taken that someone in your life back; over and over, to just be rejected again and again? I did. We all do it for different reasons; some out of loneliness, fear that no one else will want us, or that you love him/her and can’t see your life without them. I know, I truly loved him unconditionally. You couldn’t have asked for a more pure love than what I gave him. I affected his life in a positive way. He affected mine as well. So why did he give all that up? He doesn’t have it now. It’s not for me to know. He is affecting her life as she is affecting his. Their life is in God‘s hands. I pray their eyes are open to what he wants them to see.
We need to keep pressing through the pain. We can’t sit around and just be wounded and play the victim role. We can’t run away. We need to stay and fight. Jesus was rejected. He was betrayed too. But he kept his eye on the prize. And so should you. Don’t let the evils of the world stop you from pressing through. There is always a reward if you keep walking through it.
Do not live half way between two places. You can’t go back to where you came from – you have some of God in you not to do that, but “for some reason (fear) you won’t pay the price to get enough of God to go ahead and live in Victory.” ~Joyce~
I continue to share my journey so you can see Victory is just around corner! Don’t give up. Don’t let the devil keep you in that deep, dark hole. Say to yourself, “I’m pressing on and I’m pressing through. That has put me in the light I sit in today. My journey continues and so does yours:)
Keep moving forward!