“We attain freedom as we let go of whatever does not reflect our magnificence.” ~Alan Cohen
I wake slowly from a very deep sleep. The sound of the clock mimics my heart as it beats steadily. For a brief moment I realize this is the same clock that sounded over and over in my head, four years ago when my heart was bleeding and in pieces on the floor. A puzzle, I thought, that could never be put back together. ergo… the beginning of my blogs. Or should I say… the beginning of my healing. It seems like a lifetime ago.
I have stumbled, tripped, even fallen, but I always got back up. I learned something new about ME every time I veered off the path.
I learned that the scars of betrayal will always be with you. It is how you rise above it that will make or break your journey.
I learned that life isn’t always fair. It just isn’t!!
I learned that I Am ENOUGH!
I learned that volunteering and helping others is something I enjoy and has helped me to heal.
I learned to keep the good memories with me and if they bring a tear to my eye… it’s okay too:)
I learned to have no regrets. My time spent with him brought me to where I am today:)
I learned to love myself
I learned that only I can make myself happy. My happiness does not depend on others.
I can honestly say, that I am real and genuine. I smile a lot and do my best to bring joy into other’s lives which in turn brings a smile to mine:)
But… I could not have done any of this without my faith and trust in God. He is my Rock. I believe he has great things in store for me this coming year. The restlessness inside me, tells me there is change in the air. God must be moving a few mountains for me… because here I come!!!!!
As always,
Keep Hiking to the Top,
Kimberly Rae